staceyf

  • First Anniversiary

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Well, I'm away this weekend but Sunday is the 1st anniversiary of Steve's death.  I can't believe the year has passed and I still feel numb but no amount of crying and being beside myself is going to bring him back and as my friends on the MW site say he was genetically coded to die at this time.  It doesn't help though but I am totally astonished at the number of people that is affected by the death of a partner…

  • 28th July

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Tomorrow it will be 6 years since my Mum died.  I was upset at the time but got over things pretty quickly as she was 92 and just went to sleep.  Also I had my own family and was very wrapped up with them.  Last year when Seve got ill I broke down and told my daughter that I wanted my mum to put her arms around me and just cuddle me.  I think she was a bit shocked to see a 58 year old want her Mum!!  Steve died in November…

  • Life

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    well its been 7 months (I've had to count this in my fingers) since Steve died and the tears have now subsided or so I thought.  Last night I had a parking problem and tonight i've been watching tonights the night. Well both have reduced me to tears but I turned the TV over and now I'm watching Mama mia while if I go outside I can hear the outside JLS concert at Escot. Pierce Brosmans singing or lack of it brings a…

  • wedding Anniversairy

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Tomorrow, June 30th is our 37th Wedding Anniversairy.  There will be no cards and the shelf above the fireplace will be bare. It is now over 7 months since Steve's demise and not a day goes by without my thinking about how different things should have been. Oh well life goes on for some of us

  • meeting in mid August

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I am quite keen to go to this meeting in Birmingham.  Can someone let me know the details as I very rarely use the chat room now