Tomorrow it will be 6 years since my Mum died. I was upset at the time but got over things pretty quickly as she was 92 and just went to sleep. Also I had my own family and was very wrapped up with them. Last year when Seve got ill I broke down and told my daughter that I wanted my mum to put her arms around me and just cuddle me. I think she was a bit shocked to see a 58 year old want her Mum!! Steve died in November last year and having read Jenni's blog about how things were this time last year the anniversairy of her death seems somehow more important to me now, infact I can't stop thinking about it. Somehow writing about it makes me feel a bit better
