Worrying again

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I'm worrying again,dad goes on 15 June to see the ent surgeon who performed his operation,the cns nurses said if they have the path results we'll get them then....I hope that they are ok and we don't get told more shit news.

Dad is continuing to drive the car which is good a bit of normality.Hes got an infection in the neck scar so he's now on anti biotics from the GP.I hope it clears up.Hes still in pain and his neck is very stiff,plus his arm is still weak..He's still weak and gets very tired doing even a short walk to and from the car or up some steps.

My cold sores have finally bloody cleared up and healed,I looked like utter shit and didn't want to go out.

Roll on 15 June...before that date my husband is having an operation too so I need him through that and home and we'll.This year is a year I just want to get through with everyone who started the year still here at the end of it.

Ghhv