Oh FFS !!!!!!

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I could bloody scream,but I won't.Mum is kicking off ,banging on and on over Dad.Hes got Cancer FFS ,cut him some slack.Hes had a big operation he's almost 80 you're bloody 81 simmer the fuck down .Mums in tears ,can't cope with all the hospital appointments,Dad's to have another thoracic CT scan plus a spinal thoracic MRI scan one in June another in July ...I know it's a lot ,I know it's worrying but it is what it is ...But Mum just keeps going on and on ,then breaks down in tears....it's too much at they're age and all getting on top of her...I understand that.Then she says Dad isn't worried ,but he is,he just doesn't show it ,old school no public displays of emotions,it doesn't mean he doesn't care or isn't worried sick.I try and keep the peace and remain neutral...constantly saying course Dad's worried,he's recovering from a operation and there's more to come.Mum drops a few F bombs and I keep my mouth shut.

It's not like this on the TV ,or the adverts....we have to take it one day at a time...we've just got to get dad through this and hopefully we'll again..

That's all I care about....

Madiso
  • I am sorry you are experiencing this. It’s tough for everyone involved. I hope your mum calms down. 

  • I hope so too,I'm 57 so no spring chicken and we lost my sister six years ago to bowel cancer that spread to her brain she was 50 happened very fast,so all this is brining that awfull bloody time back too...my sister didn't want people crying at side of her bed so every emotion has to be held in and released by behind closed doors...shed say what use to me is someone bloody crying...

    We go on 15 June for the path results ....I'll be channelling my Mr Spock persona for that.