I feel like i should be appologising for something, Iv been poorly and low for a few days now, And no-matter how many people i talk to about it, i still feel the same way.
It's horrible to say this, But i wish it wasnt my mum who got ill, I obviously dont wish this awful illness on anybody, But the scare that it may return is eating me away, And i cant seem to live for today!!
I mean - Im 18! I should be out living my life, Having fun. Instead im coped up at home in my room, Hiding away, In a depressed state, Or Im at work, And thats hardly a 'fun' life now is it.?
Like i said, i feel like i should be appologising, Simply because i feel all i do is moan, and everyone else has their own issues. They dont need my 'poop' ontop aswell.
Take care all.
Gracie xx
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