Hiya guys. Right, as most of you know, im struggling, Oh heck of a lot! So have told myself to stay clear of Mac chat for a few days. Its causing me nothing but trouble.
I will still be checking the Mac site, Just not Mac Chat, Maybe if i give it to the weekend or something. Or just after, As its going to be a heavey weekend! Dont want to be saying things i regret whilst i have drink in me now do i?!
Take care all…
I feel like i should be appologising for something, Iv been poorly and low for a few days now, And no-matter how many people i talk to about it, i still feel the same way.
It's horrible to say this, But i wish it wasnt my mum who got ill, I obviously dont wish this awful illness on anybody, But the scare that it may return is eating me away, And i cant seem to live for today!!
I mean - Im 18! I should be out living…
Hiya guys, Im sorry i havnt been with it much today, I went to the doctors today regarding stomach pains and feelind down ect. She says that as my mum is having talks to doc at mo about progress and re con and mamogramm ect thats getting me down, and once its over and im still low, i should go back.. Gee i think she needs some training!!!
And finally she is doing something regarding stomach pains iv been getting for…
Look, i know i probably upset a couple people today, but you have no idea how upset i am. I wont be back in chat for a few days, I dont feel welcome in there anymore. And i feel i have lost one of my closest mac friends!!!!!!!!
I never intended to hurt anyone but i must have, Like i keep saying, Im really sorry. I feel so invisible in that room sometimes.. Its like the new song says....
Even when I'm walking on a…
