so mum finally stopped fighting on wednesday 27th july at 9pm. still feel so numb inside and have no clue how else i feel. im sure once the fruneral is over i will have more idea of how i feel i think but not too sure on that. just to find something bright to wear now as it what mum wanted so gotta do that and then wait till wednesday really. going to see her in the morning so will se how she is now they have sorted her out and she is all nice. x
