Well here goes for another blog post on another Groundhog Day in Durrington. Sleeping well now and up for meds at 8, followed by spot of news on TV (doom n gloom ref Ukraine and floods). Back to sleep till lunch and the more meds before getting up to lounge around house feeling pretty bored and miserable. Must get a hobby. Quick walk out to post a letter, amazed that this event classed as a highlight for blog but I need to get out more to prevent wastin away. Three more weeks at least with pain relief tube is soooo frustrating, I had hoped to be back on feet and running round by now!!! Other lows see me worrying about when I will be called forward for the 'green light' test, has radiotherapy worked? Still no dates for that yet, but don't really want to start asking! Worrying about stress placed on family who are all digging out to look after me and also worries about work and the longer term future. These worries are balanced by the challenge that lies ahead revolving around getting better, and I do feel generally better today than I did yesterday. Managed a wee bit of banana and custard and creme brûlée by mouth today who knows what I will be able to manage by weekend! I still look forward to the renewed taste of a pint of beer, it has been almost 3 months since I have had the option or wish to indulge in this. So in summary I am feeling better with some low patches, and looking forward to getting back to full health even though it seems to be taking forever!
