We did manage to sleep last night. My poor Dad has got a chest infection and was being sick alot last night, my Mum was worried. She thinks it's part of the shock of losing his Mum. He has been in bed all day, his whole body is hurting. I am still crying now and again, my brother Simon came from London and he didnt want to talk. In the end we talked and had a cry together. He can't believe she went so fast.
My Aunt and Dad went through my Grandma's papers and found some cash she left for her funeral. They also found my Bampys (her husband) death certificate. It made all this so real for her. I can't imagine what they are going through right now. I know its hard for me but harder for them, My Mum has been amazing, letting me cry and talk. She cries with me now and again. She is remaining strong for her husband,
I still can't believe it's been 4 weeks. I now understand the power of cancer. It don't care who it takes. I do hope theres a cure soon. I pray for a cure. I dont want anyone esle going through this, but cancer isnt listening at all.
