This household is wiped out. First it was sickness, came out of nowhere and now it's full blown colds with horrible coughs. On Sunday went to see my Aunt, she has a headache she can't get rid off and can't sleep. Grief is strange. Grandma's bungalow is at the corner of my Aunt's street, you can see it looking out of her windows. I stood there for ages on Sunday, I could see my Grandma waving at me and smiling. It was lovely to see that in my mind. I wished it was still for real mind you. My Dad can't or won't read the cars people have sent us, so sad. I hug him lots now, he is a like a huge teddy bear. I wish I could bring his Mum back, for him and my Aunt. They have lost their parents and feel so confused and lost. We will take care of them for her.
