Scared

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FormerMember

3 Dec 2009

i a so scared about my appointment on monday with oncologist! as i will be given thr results of pet scan and ct scan of brain !! i am convinced that it has spread all ov er me !! now my bloody hair has fell out ! even though i hd it cut really short yesterday its still falling out! im not sleeping waking really early havent got the energy to do anyhting supposed to be having 2nd cycle of chemo next week !! but if they tell me it has spread further and things change i want what time is left in some sort of better health !! so i wont have it !!! i have told my family i just want to wake up and hope that i have dreamt all of this !!!! i know they cant cure the cancer but they say they can hold it back but at what cost !!! i know im a moaner tonite i feel really negative and scared xxsorry all

FormerMember over 15 years ago

dear win firstly (((((hugs)))))

it is such a scary time and yes the chemo is horrid stuff

but it also WORKS !!!!

hope you get some good news on monday

and lastly

more ((((hugs))))

xNx
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sue G over 15 years ago

Hi Win

Hold on please. Chemo sucks I know but it will be over soon and worth it.

Fingers crossed for Monday.

Sue x x x
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FormerMember over 15 years ago

A hug from me too. I spent the time of my PET scan quietly crying throughout, convincing myself it was bad news. Wish I could have turned my over active mind off for a bit - I'm always beating myself up by playing scenarios out in my head - what if this or that? We all do it. But you also need to give yourself the best chance - keep up the fight, even when you are rung out.

Good luck on Monday.

Hugs, Woozle.xx
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FormerMember over 15 years ago

Also a hug from me I was terrified so I know you just can't help it, keep at it girl. Love Linda
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FormerMember over 15 years ago

Thank you all so much for the lovely messages i know its all for the good !! and i just cant wait until monday is over !!! i will try to be positive xxxx thank you and hugs to you all xxxxx
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