well this little bugger refuses to give up and die ..i don't mean me by the way ! the cancer . today i got a call from the hospital to say a 5mm mass has been found in the same place ( vaginal ) and they are treating it as a reaccurance ....part of me is releaved i knew something was wrong and people kept on telling me it can't come back so quickly so part of me is like told ya so . i don't know its all so horrid as you all know ...so this is the 3rd time i've had cancer in 2 years ..is that a record ? .
on the brightside the tumour is small in comparrison to my previous and they don't sound like they are giving up yet ..they are sending me to the butchers , sorry surgons, and they want to discuss 'major surgury ' whatever that means think it will mean removing the bowel and bladder as have been discussed before ..can't get my head around it all ..sorry to be the bearer of bad news
sammieo
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