Back again now facing possible surgery

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Had cytoscopy last week, cancer back again. This is the third time. I know have to see another specialist about surgery as all different treatments have not worked. I am in shock as I knew what way it was heading but now it looks like its here I am petrified. Ive done 18 months of treatments for nothing. I feel so sorry for myself (big baby) I think I need a kick up the backside telling me Im lucky Im still here, but at the moment it doesnt feel like it. I know it means I should be cancer free after but It doesnt stop my feelings of anxiety. I have a lovely nurse who I can call anytime but I still feel alone. Has anyone had surgery and can they tell me something about it please.

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Ya Rosie,

    Sorry I cant help with the surgery. But whatever happens remember we are all here for you. In our thoughts we send you our strength and support.

    Look after yourself and Good Luck.

    Take care and be safe Big Hugs Love Sarsfield.xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Rosie

    Just wanted to send you a (((hug))). Sorry I dont have any experience of your type of cancer, but just wanted to lend my support. You dont need a kick up the bahookie, you are entitled to feel seriously miffed that you are once again facing this fight. Your feelings are totally understandable, so voice your fears, dust yourself down and get your boxing gloves on for the next round in your  fight against cancer. You know you can!!

    Best wishes, Sharonxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Rosie,

    Sorry that you are still having to face all of this. You are entitled to anxious, of course you are but I agree with Sharon, get those boxing gloves on and show cancer who is boss!

    Thinking of you and sending masses of positive vibes your way.

    Take care

    X

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Thankyou for your kind words I am still feeling down but not as bad as I did. I am going to try to forget and have a good xmas, then face it after. Once again thankyou. No doubt I will be back on here when I know more, probably crying again, but for now, thanks, happy christmas and a healthy new year.x