After my last blog yesturday i was going to the doctours as there was something wrong wth my tests.....well ive been and all is not rosey as i would say.... my Big C has spread but i have been offered a clinical trial to "improve my quality of life" as they put it...has anyone been on a clinical trial?? im alittle bit lost at the min in all honesty and my mummy was very good she promised not to cry.....they have also said that i can carry on with my chemo and see if that helps which i gladly accepted......the only thing that is really bothering me is my little girl shes only two and i think when my time comes to a end i will be ready its just that i dont want to be forgotten about if that makes any sense......with her being so little i dont want her to forgett who her mummy was...
im going to go now will blog again soon...
guess cancer is living with me now.....
Emma
xxx
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