so im a little bit lost and a little bit scared....

Emma, I think that not knowing how you are feeling is perfectly normal!! You are obviously an amazing person and a very caring mum.

Try to fill your days with friends and laughter, spend time making happy memories with your daughter and don't feel that you need to pretend that everything is okay when it's not! Be honest with your family and friends about how you are feeling, they are there to help, as are all the wonderful people on here.

I hope that  the clinical trial is helpful for you, you deserve that.

If you think it would help, perhaps you could talk to your gp about getting some counselling to help you deal with how you come to terms with this. I cannot pretend that I know what you are going through, but I do know that you will find others on here in the same situation and perhaps gain comfort from each other.

Just spend each day loving your daughter, and take time out just for you.xxx

With love and best wishes, Sharonx

Hi Emma, i am sorry for your results and i think you are being very brave. i just cant imagine how it must be like for you seeing your little girl. Fingers crossed for the clinical trial and any more chemo they give you.

Take Care Love Kaz x

Hi Emma

Sorry to hear of your latest news, I have followed your story in your blogs. Whilst pleased you have been offered clinical trials to prolong and ease your quality of life, we would all wish you a different outcome.

Please take care of yourself

Love and Hugs

Maxine xxx

I Echo completely what Maxine and everyone else has said hun. I only wish we could do more to help than just reply to your posts.

Keep you head held high Emma and try to keep thinking positive and spend as much of this precious time as you can with your darling Autumn.

I keep thinking all i have been saying this week is how desperate i am for my kids to go back to school but your post has made me realsie how precious these days really are.

Love to you. xxx

hey emma , ive wanted to reply since i read your blog earlier but i had to think about it first, im 34 and my hubby died in march  age 40 so im the other side to you,

i want to reach out and hug you ,i dont think i can say anything to help you ,except maybe positivity will get you a long way , ju was positive right till the last few days and that really kept me going then and to a ceartain extent now ,

treasure every minute you have , say i love you as much as possible as that has really stuck with me , hugs stay with you too,

and im always here if you need me hugs jenni xxxx