I have good news for a change
My youngest sons girlfriend is 3 months pregnant and we are over the moon about it
It seems like years since we have had something great to look forward to
its a little bit of Paul living on isnt it ?
cant wait
fingers crossed all goes well
love Sue
I lost my hubby paul last september. I miss him so much. It haunts me more now of the terrible pain he suffered and his fight to stay alive then it did when we was living through it .
Is there anybody out there like me / Paul was 54 when he died. he had lung that spread to his bone cancer. In the end it was every where. he lived just a few days under a year from diagnosis.
It was the most dreadfull and sole destroying…
I can't believe my lovely Paul will never come home. I'm so sad . All i can remember is the awfull time he died. Him struggling for breath his funny colour his half open eyes and the stillness of his chest. The sheer terror i felt the total panic and desperation cos i didn't want him to leave me but knowing he should to stop this awfull cruel spitefull desease.
How can i go on . I feel like a robot just going…
I've only just worked out how to get back on here !!! I lost my darling paul on 20th Sep. He died peacefully in the Hospice with us all at his side . It was very unexpected and sudden but such a great relief for him . He had been in so much pain and everything started to go wrong . His last words to me was that he loved me very much so i will treasure that for ever. he is out of pain now and looking after us from above…
Its taken me ages to get onto this site !!! My lovely paul lost his fight on 20th Sep. We held his funeral yesterday. I'm so sad and very lost
