hey everyone,
woke this morning feeling very lethargic, looked outside and it is a beautiful sunny day here in blackpool so i forced myself to get dressed, went for a walk along the prom down by the pleasure beach, what a lovely walk it was, a few people out doing the same, im so glad i went the sea was so calm and i stood looking out across the beach for a while watching people doing normal things like walking dogs and going for a walk, it brings evrything back into focus, im on my 3rd week now chemo again next week but im going to make the most of the days i can still go out, you take these days for granted when you are well. i will be able to keep today in my head on the days next week when im in bed for a couple of days. also looks like i will be moving this week so there is something else to focus on new home new start, bring on the chemo and like someone said if its making you feel this bad imagine what its doing to the cancer!!! best wishes to everyone on this beautiful sunny day!
sam
xxx
