Today i actually went shopping with my daughter, decided to hold my head uo high and look people in the eye, happily no-one even gave me a second look thankfully and i enjoyed, if thats what you can call it, buying matching fancy scarves, the type you wear around your neck, and plain tee shirts to match. Not looking forward to tomorrow though, bloods done today but tomorrow its the meeting with oncologist, always nerve wracking i think. What is really lovely is the friends thats have now turned up again for support and vitally the support of family. Hope everyone out there has had a reasonable if not brill day, WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!! so keep positive and talking to whoever will listen. :) dee
