well here i am, relatively well although i have now lost my hair. Just in case there are familys out there whose loved ones are really ill after their first chemo, IT WILL PASS, really and truly, i could'nt even drink water, or sit up, i just wanted to close my eyes and not wake up, very harrowing for my family i can tell you, but after about 6 or 7 days i started to pick up, very weak, but eating more than i have done for years and drinking normally. Today i have showered, dressed and put makeup on for the first time in a long time and am determined to go out with my new skinhead look and stuff to everyone lol.here endeth my first blog. Any questions i am happy to answer if i can :) dee
