my fiance is overseas travelling atm and he's been gone two weeks now.. ive been doing fine up until tonight when everything got overwheelming.. i wanted so badly to just be with him, cuddle him, tell me everythings going to be fine and he wasnt here.. it started to dawn on me this is what it'l be like without him here.. i just burst into tears and started feeling really anxious.. the panic set in and i felt like i couldnt handle it.. these kind of emotions only happen rarely but i do have the odd cry every now and then.. im just wondering if other people get like this? is it normal? im worried im usualy ok and i feel as if im doing a good job coping i dont want to think im going crazy!
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