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  • like a rollercoaster

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    my fiance is overseas travelling atm and he's been gone two weeks now.. ive been doing fine up until tonight when everything got overwheelming.. i wanted so badly to just be with him, cuddle him, tell me everythings going to be fine and he wasnt here.. it started to dawn on me this is what it'l be like without him here.. i just burst into tears and started feeling really anxious.. the panic set in and i felt like i couldnt…