Hello To My Friends
Well I think that this is the most difficult blog that I have posted, I have been Blogging and posting for Five years in total since I first got cancer, In my nodes in my neck and the base of my tongue, I thought untill now that the Cancer was well in remission, but now I find out that the Cancer has returned in the nodes on the left side of my neck and in my right Lung, I have tried to think of all ways of talking about Cancer, but the whole topic seems to shut down my ability to converse about it in any way, I just seem to talk around the subject I think that this is due to the lack of my wife`s wanting to admit that I have Cancer. what do you all think that i can do , it is draining my resourses and this is why I think that i get such dark horrid moods, because i have no outlet for my feelings, I know that I use this blog and site to post that is not quite the same as your loved ones support and backing ,and I know that this sounds daft but you feel that your loved ones have let you go and only love you in the past.
All The Best James XXX
