Hey guys. Sorry I've not been on since before op. but my op was now three weeks (on Thursday) past- I am so glad to be on the other side of things. The pain isn't as bad as I thought it would be which can only be a good thing. I stayed with my sister for two weeks but am now back at home, it was fun having her shower me the first few days.... Haha!
In hospital I was given my own room, I did struggle. It was all so foreign to me. I felt so sore and heavy and it did take me a few days before I had a look. And when I did I didn't like what I saw. I know they will settle over the next few months, but right now one is massively bigger and I may require an ultrasound to see if fluid is there and if so a needle will need to be inserted but that may puncture the implant. :(
I am getting stronger each day and am trying to wean myself off the tramadol!! But little things like walking the dogs for ten mins tires me out, having a shower and getting ready for the day basically leaves me feeling like I need to go back to bed, but I know I'll get there.
I have stopped looking at myself in the mirror as I don't like what I see. So emotionally this is not good.
