I have had a horrendous night last night. Really unsettled.
Dad starts his chemo on Tuesday and I have had all these thoughts going round all night. Although the nurses were great last week and showed us the chemo suite and stuff like that. I have no idea of what really is going to happen and also what the aftershock might be like. I am worried that I won't be able to give Dad the support that he needs.
Here is the journey so far.
I have found in dealing with things in other areas of my life a journal or blog has really helped so I hope you indulge me doing one about this. I will try to be as open and honest as I can not only about the medical side but also my emotional journey as I support my Dad through this. Easter 2010 - My Dad went into hospital as an emergency due to how bad his breathing was. He had nearly 4…
