Well had my 4th chemo on Monday, I now know what to expect and felt very tired yesterday and today have the chemo smell and taste about me which I hate.
My hair is hanging on, I seem to lose some when it has its first wash after chemo and then settles down again, I think if I had or do lose it it will be the final straw for me as this isent easy even though on the whole my reaction hasent been that bad.
I feel fat and ugly:(( im still managing to work most days for 5 hours.
Only 2 chemo to go and then on to radio therapy and Heseptin it still feels like there is a long way to go it would be so nice to get my old life back but that never happens dose it?
