just got back from hospital, my uncle is here with us too so he is staying at mum and dads with mum and i am here with my fiancee and son.. we were told we would be told how far it has spread today and what type of cancer etc, my uncle spoke to dads nurse and first of all she said she couldnt find results, then we spotted them in dads file, she said she couldnt understand them and we can book appointment with dads dr on monday, am getting really fed up now, dad acted really high, i know he was on morphine but it wasnt real happyness, he had such sadness in his eyes, i know dad knows what the results are..it took him 2 days to tell us it was cancer so am hoping he will be straight and tell us, i am just going with my fiancee and son tomorrow day, then popping into macmillan center, hoping dad will open up to me with mum not there..my uncle is taking mum and sister in the evening...
