So tired

i hope you have a close friend, (female), in the background you can talk to. Try and talk to someone about this. Although you are in the busiest place in the world, sounds like you could do with a friend. We are all here and we understand.

love

lal

aww lal....

your doing the right think keeping working... it makes us feel more "normal"... i know the tired  (mets in my liver too, and hip)... but i dont think i could do with sitting around all day when i am able to get out...your doing better than you think... you ARE still getting out to work.. which tells me you are a strong person... keep at it

liz xxx

COURAGE......IS WHEN YOUR SCARED TO DEATH..... BUT SADDLE UP ANYWAY

thanks liz and lal for your comforting words.  i have so many friends (good ones at that) and lovely family who are very supportive. I have talked to them but feel still so alone.

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the reality of the matter is that, I still am alone in all this. as much as others want to take your pain and be there for you, I have to fight the battle by myself. i think most people can relate to this .

but i am grateful to god for these people - and i always try and tell myself that i am luckier then some people who are really sick and have no one.

yes, work is helping me to try and be normal and i would rather be busy. especially now that i feel so let down by the person i thought who really cared for me, i need to be busy to keep sane, although this makes me so tired. i think the emotional strain is affecting the rest of me. my manager at work is pushing me have some time off and although i am exhausted I think i need to be at work to keep my sanity. i have the option to work from home, which is god send

thanks liz for telling me that i am strong. try to be at the most of times but finding it hard at the moment.

i know that things will be better. when? i hope sooner rather then later.

jazzy... sorry just noticed i called you lal in my last reply.. slip of the fingers lol....

the brilliant thing about this site is that we all know how you feel... i am very lucky in that i have a wonderfull large family....and close friends, but this site is where i can say what i mean, and not worry.. and knowing the people on here actually know what i am talking about is such a help... hope we can help you too

stay strong

liz xx

Hi Jazzy

Hello and welcome to the mad house,this is the site where we all congragate to help eachother out

Where you can come to chat have a good old rant and we all will know how you can come on to this site and have as many friends as you wish,talk about anything and everything you will always have someone to listen and to help. Being tired all the time dosent help either that idea of working from home,sounds the answer for taking some of the pressure off. You are strong and caring.you WILL start to feel better once you stop caring about people you thought cared for you.

Good Night Jazzy,Take care and be safe.

All our Love Sarsfield.xxx