its just a gorgeous day out. just got back from a short walk to get a sandwich. I work near waterloo, london and its so busy with people rushing around, enjoying the weather today.
But i just feel so exhausted today. havent slept properly for the past few days following a recent breakup with my boyfriend. He broke up with me, but I dont know why. Something mumbled about, too hard for him, tough times, not working out.... who knows.
My anger is just consuming all my energy and thoughts and therefore i cannot function properly. Lack of sleep doesnt help either and being at work in this state is just so painful. Thankfully work is not hectic at present,but maybe that is what i need. My current state of mind, is affecting my body as I am just aching all over and suffering from back ache (having got secondaries in my bones). So not feeling very strong physically and everything is an effort for me.
Question whether things will get better. best carry on with work now and see how the rest of the day pans out
