Well went for a MRI scan the other day, it didnt go well, I am larger than life person and they knew this, yet they put me in a machine that looked like a smartie tube!!! the table was high i couldn't get on it, on all fours, with the boobs out, holding a needle in my arm still, and 2 men doing the MRI, you can imaging I wasn't amused! anyway as i went in the machine and felt the inside rub up against my face i had a huge panic attack and had to get out - so no MRI
today had my pre ops done, went ok, had blood tests, MRSA test, chest xray, filled in a questionnaire about my food intolerance and allergies and about my ME. am really nervous now, it seems really weird and real, which i think recently it hasn't been.
am off for genes testing, but my daughter who is 17 is now saying she wont go and get tested, because she doesnt want to know, which drives me mad! but we shall see once i get my results, she may change her mind.
i want the op over now, i have booked to take my laptop in, because i cant sit still now for more than 5 minutes! let alone 5 days lol
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