went to oncologist today, she was nice and told me more about the tumour, she said i need to start chemo now because there was vasicular spread in the tumour, but it wasnt in the nodes, so hopefully the little bugger hasnt done anything, 6 sessions which will make my hair fall out and even my eyebrow! they want to fit a line because my veins arent good, bt dont know if i could live with one! i havealso chosen counselling with their clinical psychologist, and have also looked at spiritual / holistic counselling! had booked to see a woman on wednesday but she quite far and i dont think i can handle the drive.
its all becming very real now, and really want off this train. me and cris both ill isnt good! i want 2010 to be better than 2009
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