well i went today but didnt have it, it had been playing on my mind for a while, did i really need, so i decided not and turned it down, it was quite refereshing. they got all of the lump, the nodes were clear and even they said it was just a small liukelyhood that it had gone anywhere else.
i am sure the oncologist will be ringing me, but even the chemo ward didnt have a chair for me today to sit and have chemo, i said to the universe, if i am meant to have it then send me a sign, so no chair, they didnt argue when i said no thanks. i feel better for the thought of unecessarily putting toxins in my system, no disrepsect to anyone here going through it, but i dont want to do this unless i have to!
i will do radiotherapy if offered! i suppose now its get back to normal, i want to get back to work asap. with fingers crossed
