well its sunday bags are packed and i ready to go practically and emotionally, am fed up having this tumour now i want it out, its annoying and some days feels huge then other days feels tiny, so god knows what is going on, i think it depends on the time of the month i fiddle with it.
partner has gone very quiet and i think yesterday it became real for him, i am nervous but am also ready to get in there and get it sorted.
