So most of you's know who i am by now. But im still pretty private, And i still cry myself to sleep every night. And its not all to do with when my mum was poorly. EVERYONE keeps telling me i should be happy now that my mum is better. Well i tell you now, my life isnt a bunch of roses! I have PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) so when i almost lost my mum, that bought it all out in me. And i have my own health issues, weight, confidence, anxiety.
People tell me i should be happy? You dont know me.. you dont have the right to tell me to be happy.. you have the right to help me to be happy.. but to tell me to be happy and then dump me there. cheers but no thanks. Id rather not.
Im so sorry if i have offended anybody here, but i needed to get that out. its been upsetting me for a while, i worry about things which are not worth worrying about and gets me bad.. Im really sorry. :'(
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