Mum has been gone 14 weeks- I feel she is not gone, as everything I do/speak about, involves Mum. I have 2 older sisters-the 3 of us were Mums best friends, as she was ours. We obviously struggle, it's the worst thing that could happen to a special Mum, Grandma/Great Grandma. We don't want to "move on" - it's nowhere near feeling like "moving on",,,,,,Mum is far too special to just "move on"... We are all back at…