Woop woop I can now finally blog from my phone which will probably result in a lot more blogging as I will be able to do it from my bed, which is somewhere I'm spending a lot of time at the minute. I'm half way through my treatment now and frig me it's kicking my arse. I've been in bed since Sunday doing nothing but eating spewing and sleeping. Carl has been fantasic and ludo ( my cat) hasnt left my side. Chemo is orrid and I hate it ! It's as simple as that. Normal pursedure shows me feeling a little better by Thursday after chemo but I've been sick today :/( I have no energy and I smell!!!! The thought of going for a shower makes me ill. What on earth I have done to deserve this I do not know. I have good mates and family looking out for me and helping. Which I need and am getting to the stage where I'm asking for help. My dad has been battling prostate cancer for years and he goes into hospital on Friday to have have a tumour removed - bladder cancer!!!! How unlucky can one family be! Unemployed and having cancer is a nightmare we shouldn't have to fill in 1 million forms it should be a done deal! Trying to sort wedding stuff out on top of this turns what should be a nice experience into a stressful one hopefully after this weekend I'll be feeling better so I can get some wedding stuff planned before we start treatment all over again. So now macmillian has caught up with technology I'll be blogging alot more.
