hi there,just had another c.t.scan this is my last for awhile i hope as i was on a choras trial so that is for them to put onto my records,next will be my first outpatients check up since finishing my chemo,you know i feel as if you have to live on a knife edge for ever more how to you get use to this can anyone tell me,i feel myself i have done very well coping with cancer,its just the thought this is my way of life now how do you cope,in a lot of ways it has made me feel very bitter,yes i know there are people lots worse off than myself but its getting my head around it.any ideas.
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Hi Marie
I am due my first ct since finishing chemo on mon, I know how you feel, I continue with the trial drug (avastin) until jan. I , like you am pleased with how I coped with the chemo, and now lots of people are telling me- thats it, its all over, and when I try to tell them that it may well come back, they tell me not to be so pessimistic- but I just feel that I am being realistic. I am trying to look at oc like diabetes, a condition that I live with, and make the appropriate lifestyle changes.
