hi there,just had another c.t.scan this is my last for awhile i hope as i was on a choras trial so that is for them to put onto my records,next will be my first outpatients check up since finishing my chemo,you know i feel as if you have to live on a knife edge for ever more how to you get use to this can anyone tell me,i feel myself i have done very well coping with cancer,its just the thought this is my way of life…