I don't really know where to begin but I'll try to make some sense out of the last few days, the days I've spent since my Darling left us on 22nd August and my world fell apart. I never knew I could feel such sadness.
This will be the first night I've spent at the flat since he passed away. My daughter Nikki took me in because I couldn't face coming back and that's where I've been staying, till now.…