liz g's blog

i just wanted to write a positive bit. bearing in mind i was supposed to be dead 7 months ago i am absolutley astonished how well i feel, the chemo shrunk my tumours, and they haven`t started growing again yet, i am no longer baldy, and my aches and pains have eased off, am i really ill,? never mind terminal, i often ask myself, well of course i know the prognosis hasn`t changed, i`m not stupid, but i just feel so well…

this is my first time doing a blog, but today i was at my friends sisters funeral,strangely enough after my brothers in september i thought the next would be mine, so although i really didn`t want to go and i knew everyone would understand, ihad to pay my respects. (my husband says we irish are a nation of funeral goers, he`s english),any way i knew it would be hard, but i didn`t know it would make me feel selfish,because…