Well i thought we were having a good week, then out of the blue John became devastated. He says its because i said its speech is becoming worse. Which i never even thought twice about, i guess im immune to the constant corrections and games of sharades. But im gutted.
I went out yesterday for and hour, when i returned hes so tearful, hes never been like this before, its like a different John. If anything i have wished for him at times to just cry, scream, etc but he hasnt. But all of a sudden hes really emotional, for the last 24 hours i cant even ask if hes ok without him getting choked up! Whats going on.
I asked him if hes worried about tommorows results and he said no, but i wonder why hes so instantly emotional, this isnt my John.
Its hard, im upset and feeling a bit lonley, hoe can i possibly make him feel better right now.
Roll on tommorow and maybe it will give rhyme to reason
