Having had a rough couple of weeks, tearful, tired and not coping I met up with the group of ladies that I have been traing with and jogged 8 miles this morning. I feel so much better, back on track to make Ed proud, do the Beaverbrook 10k and the Manchester one, both in May to raise money for cancer research. Today was yet another personal best for me as I have never done that distance before even though it took over 2 hours, i was so pleased. I feel refreshed and ready for tomorrow instead of dreading each day as I have lately. I mis him so much but hold onto his love in my heart, xxxxxxxx
