hi every one - hope all is good- well i am trying to kep busy as usual - keeps your ind of other things if you keep busy - that is what y mu always told me so who am i to question her! got the little one off to school and got myself ready to take the dog out for her morning run around - we are very lucky where i live that we have an area which is for owners and their dogs to have a walk, runaround, chat and socialise…
hi there every-one - well i have had more tests done again - went for a scan on my jaw and biopsy on lymphnode in my neck yesterday - i am seeing the specialist again on tuesday so hoping they will be able to give me some idea as to how we are going to fight this thing - this waiting and having tests done is realy hard but then i suppose it is only in our own interests that they do this - they need to get a full picture…
i told my little one today that the cancer has returned - she was very good bless her - the first thing she said was are they going to operate again - i told her that it wasn't an option this time - she then said 'are you going to die' - i took a big deep breath and explained to her that we couldn't say what was going to happen we have to wait for the results of the tests - i asked her if she was upset and she said no…
hi there everyone - i have had a terrible day today - i am usually very strong minded and dont give into crying - it is just how i am - but today - i have burst into tears for no reason - well there is reasons but nothing happened out of the ordinary to make me feel that way - if you know what i mean - i am so muddled up - i cant believe that i have to wait yet another two bllody week before i know what is going to be…
hi - thanks every one for your kind words - i went to see the specialist today - i was told that they had the results back from all the scan and they still weren't happy with the results - the pet scan showed something in my jaw and the lymph node in my chest so they now want me to have a ct scan of the jaw and ultra sound scan and biopsy of the lymph node - and yes - i have to wait for another two weeks for the results…
