Last week I was told that I would have to have a double masectomy - I had cancer in my right breast 14 years ago (1995) and had a lumpectomy, radiotherapy and Tamoxifen. Now I have a recurrence in that breast together with new cancers in my left breast. I go through stages of numbness, sadness and sheer terror at the prospect of losing my boobs. My lovely fiance has said it won't make any difference to the way he…
