Nighmares and Dreamscapes

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FormerMember

6 Jun 2011

I had the night from hell last night, i had the most awful nightmares about this cancer i woke up trembling and sweating. I couldnt go back to sleep at all and was trying desparately not to wake my partner as he has so much to put up with. The results of my biopsy are due on Thursday and my imagination is running away with me! This has been my worst moment so far. I was sure I could hear my Mum calling my name, i lost her four years ago and today is her birthday.

I did manage to pull myself together things always look better in the daylight,.my daughter came over and took me out, she bought me some lovley sandals, we reminised about Mum and laughed about the things she used to say and the things she used to do. I think she was with us today , albeit in spirit.

I talk to her frequently and always ask her for the strength to get through this dreaded disease.

Jules xx

FormerMember over 13 years ago

Hi Jules,

What you are going through is natural with all that you have on your plate. You will feel better after you get your results on Thurs. I go for my Biopsy on Wedensday. So

Good Luck to Both Of Us.

Take care and be safe Big Hugs Love Jackie.xx
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FormerMember over 13 years ago

Hello Jules.I do hope that you are feeling a bit better just now - I guess that we all have those bad dreams at times, perhaps it's part of the process. I lost both my Mum and Dad years ago, but like to think that they are watching over me now. Take care and all best wishes for Thursday. Love, Joycee xx
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FormerMember over 13 years ago

Hello Joycee & Sarsfield

Thank you for your words of comfort and support they as ever so much appreciated.

Sarsfield - I am rooting for you wednesday and wishing you millions of good things.

Jules xx
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KateG over 13 years ago

I know the feeling... your imagination is working over-time. It is quite understandable because we feel our future is so insecure. I found I felt more in control when I had a definite treatment plan in place.

You are not alone.

KateG
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FormerMember over 13 years ago

Thanks Kate

I know I am not alone because I have all you wonderful people here to help me through

Jules x
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