D Day tomorrow

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Tomorrow is my PET scan to see if this cyst on my liver which I have had from the start is just that a harmless cyst.

I am feeling very very scared and anxious, my heart is pounding and I feel sick.

I keep telling myself that it is best to find out for sure, and if it is bad news then we can crack on and do something about it. It doesn't help me.

I just want this to be over. I have the same sinking feeling I had during my darling husbands illness, like I have a noose around my neck and it is being pulled tighter and tighter everyday.

Please God please listen to my prayers this time round.

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Julie

    I know that nothing I say will help your anxiety, but just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

    (((((((hugs)))))))

    Angela xxxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    hi Jujuc,

    Take it a step at a time,wait for the results before you fear the worst. getting yourself uptight isnt going to help. As for that noose around your neck try loosening a bit every day. In fact take the thing of

    altogether and throw it in the bin you dont need it.

    Of course you want to find out for sure, what the problem is. But dont think negatively.

    "Always look on the bright side of life" as the song goes. Good luck with your scan.

    Take care and be safe Love Sarsfield.xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    most importantly Julie = breathe!

    Seriously I know how petrified I am of every MRI I have, seems the longer I am tumour free the more scared I get.  So telling you not to worry, taint worth the typing!!!!

    But as you have rightly said, its best to know what that 'cyst' is, good or bad.

    Your cyber army of supporters are here ready and waiting, whatever.

    Love & Strength

    Debs xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Thankyou my friends. I heed what you say and I will try my best not to get too het up about all of this. One step at a time. Love Julie xxxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Wishing you all the very best for tomorrow Julie. Will be thinking of you and hope the outcome is favourable.

    Love, Christine xx