Tomorrow is my PET scan to see if this cyst on my liver which I have had from the start is just that a harmless cyst.
I am feeling very very scared and anxious, my heart is pounding and I feel sick.
I keep telling myself that it is best to find out for sure, and if it is bad news then we can crack on and do something about it. It doesn't help me.
I just want this to be over. I have the same sinking feeling I had during my darling husbands illness, like I have a noose around my neck and it is being pulled tighter and tighter everyday.
Please God please listen to my prayers this time round.
