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  • my light

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     There is talk about a light at the end of the world

      Hiding in the darkness of the flying whispers. 

      There is a rumour for a Man turned into God,

      Passing, beyond forgotten trembling willows.

     

      In sky, with fire letters, i write your sacred  name  

      To guide me trough the light of Life.

      I am to travel waters, land and burning flame.

      I'm just a humble servant of the night.

     

      My pilgrimage is now protected…

  • who's in it ?

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    leave the sentiments and angry feelings aside . it's hard , i know , but it is necesary and in the war with this enemy , this 'bastard' , we take no prisoners . no mercy ! 

    sounds like a 300's movie line ...  but its true. 

    i am in it with all my body and soul , my  aliance is strong . 

    my wife Rachel - she is the general in charge

    my family and friends - my army 

    laughing , runing , eating/drinking well…

  • cancer blesed are we

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    we could be dead in a car crush , plain , parashute , bungee fall ... but no . we have cancer , we are the chosen ones . its like this ...

    you are goin' to die ... dont know how , when , if soon , mabey , one month ...

    LIVE

     

    live the life . love . and if  we have to go ... lets go with a smile ....

    after all , its just another jurney to the beginings . and this is my belive . 

     

    2 weeks ago , my onc. said i have…

  • how the things are

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    when i was a boy , my mum always use to tell me 'boy, you got nothing in that head of yours' that was the first thing that came in to my mind when i found out that i got a brain toumour , my mum's voice telling me that i got nothing in my head . and who is this doctor to tell me the oposit and not only that i have something in my brain but that something can kill me if not treated ...and eaven so. it was one week…