chemo finished for now!!!

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FormerMember

19 May 2011

hi everyone

just had my last chemo today met some lovely positive people in my room so now have to wait for the scan on the 6th june to find out if its reducing the little beggars asked the onc what happens next .......just because you so need to know but dont really want to know at the same time .......he wasnt very forthcoming cos i knew exactly what he was going to say if its reduced then we dont need to see you for 6 to 8 weeks if not back to the drawing board more chemo rt .....ah such is life so im not going to think about the what ifs till after the scan then i will be a nervous wreck till i walk through his door yet again but you know i have no place for cancer in my life havent got time for all this!!!

i dont particularly like my oncologist he has no sense of humour whatsoever im sure he thinks im totally crazy when i asked him if the bed i was lying on was for people under 5 ft cos i couldnt even straighten my legs he looked at me with a look of dispair and said yes i think so and didnt even break a smile then proceeded to give me a prescription for anti acid tabs which on reading the side effects stated liver problems white cell and red cell reductions diahhrreah sickness yellowing of the skin tone shall i go on????

i have liver cancer and im on chemo have already got sickness could possibly turn yellow over night of my own accord without the tabs heart palpitations shall i go on so guess mr oncologist person i threw them in the bin as i so dont need any more side effects than i already have!!!.......... dont you people ever read anything on the computer whatsoever ???!!!!

so guys roll on the scan will try to see dr slater next time as she is wonderful if not i will appear with a placard stating i do not want to see some registrar onc i want to see the top woman and i wll stage a sit in tll i do from now on no monkey for me from now on the organ grinder or nothing and as for the little demon cells in my liver they can go take the biggest hike ever !!! aint got time for you in my life!!!!

to everyone out there in macland stay strong thanks for all your support love and hugs jen xxxxx

FormerMember over 14 years ago

Love your attitude Jen, strong,fiesty and with a sense of humour. All great assets in fighting this b****r! You are quite right to want to see the doc of your choice, especially as the other one seems to need a personality transplant.

I hope the scan shows a really good result and until then, take care.

Love and hugs,

lizzie xx
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

Hi Jen,

Wouldnt like to meet you on a dark night,especially if there are monkey grinders about. Look after yourself.

Take care and be safe Big Hugs Love Sarsfield.xx
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

Hi Jen your a breath of fresh air just what i need right now its almost 7 in the morning here was awake at five to go pee but as always could not go back to sleep so thought i would watch a movie on my lappy but it was the wrong region so spent the last 2 hours trying to get it to work ..no joy feel like going to sleep now but know i wont ..lol have man coming to give me a free freeview box which i want in bedroom and i am watching my 3 year old grandson while his little brother visits his consultant today ..he is 2 and has a major problem since birth is chest bones are all out of shape and push his heart and liver lungs and spleen right up to his back so he will need major surgery at some point in his young life they thought when he was born that he had an enlarged liver and spleen and that the problem was the liver but its the chest but they feel he is too young right now to have the op but have said its the worst case they have seen it has a big medical name but dont ask lol

Hope your scan results are all positive Jen as i am sure they will be but i know we are all the same you want to know whats going on and yet a little bit of us dont its as if what we dont know wont hurt us ..which is wrong in our case have to know to get better ...

all my love goes to you keep strong and keep that amazing humour

love and hugs

Jan x
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

lol Jen i cant syand my ONCO EITHER he has no sense of humour and i refuse to see him, so glad its not only me who hates th elittle gits lol. My 2nd chemo today. x

sam
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

Hi Jen, heres keeping everything crossed for your scan results - my husband gets his on 13 June (at least its not a friday the 13th!!) You keep fighting the good fight as you are doing and kick the a.... of those cancer cells. As for the registrar onc, you do wonder why they do the job they do - totally sense of humour failure - if you can joke and laugh why can he! Have you ever seen the programme the Big C it was a drama series on More4 every thursday night - the lady in that reminds me of you, your spirit is exactly the same. She was kicking cancer in the butt too. Take care and lots of love,

Julia x
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