Hello all, ive just read donnas post and she is by rights terrified , so the idea of this blog is not to say dont be scared, of course you are huni,
I wanted to do this blog to get everyones positive thoughts and vibes , as if anything will get you through this really scary time its that ,
I myself am sending you lots of luck and positivity for tue, when you are scared think of us holding your hand and giving you…
Well this will hopefully be short but you never know with me :)
I know some of you have been waiting for this, but its been a long hard week, and ive not had time to do much at all , and have been exausted , i also as some of you are aware have had a nasty prob to deal with and will carry on doing that tommorow and thanx to those of you who know and are helping me through ,i will tell everyone else when its dealt with…
It seems a long time coming but i start work at the hospital tommorow ,i have wanted this job for so long and as i said to someone if its right it will happen , i am a firm believer in fate, so why am i so worried ? , im not sure if ive got the confidence to start again , ive been through so much ,and yes thats given me strength ,
Also im not ready to tell people im a widow ,its such a hard conversation but of course…
hey guys , i last heard from carol about 10am, she said to say hi to you all, typical carol thinking of everyone else, thats why she is so loved on here , i wasnt sure whether to write this but i know it would have helped me greatly in those last few hours of julians life but most off all in the following few weeks when i was feeling so lost and lonely and sad , my heart is breaking for carol and the only thing any of…
Well as you all know i love a challenge but im stuck and its all thanx to a very sarcastic so called friend , i can turn my hand to most things as ive found out since i lost ju, i even now have greenfingers unbelievable if youve read some of my early blogs on here ,
only this morning ive made bread for the first time , and has come out fantastic,
So why am i struggling, well i bought a new washing line when my daughter…
