I am starting to worry im going to flatten my mother in law. she is making me so angry , ive stood up to her but just gos in one ear and straight out the other, we have told her if hubby doesnt want to see her shes not going to see him but she thinks its her given right as she is his mother, " her words" and why wouldnt he want to see her " also her words ", so every time she rings i say the same and shes narky and im bloody fed up. i even said something to hubby after she rang this morning as was so cross but bless him he just said lets just get it over and done with again so she is coming at 5, unless i tell her otherwise, i cant even bear to be in the same room with her at the moment , i did speak to my sister in law but hasnt made any differance yet,
i just feel very much that the slightest thing is going to push me over the edge ,im doing ok most of the time but i can feel myself struggling if im honest, i just want to enjoy the precious little time we have left , sitting with hubby holding his hand which she says is a waste of my time !!!! but she then walks in and physically pushed me out the way so she could do just that, hubby was so upset ,but as usual he didnt have the energy to say anything ,to be honest hes too nice to her as wouldnt want to upset her .
All i can think now is god help her afterwards as i will not forget the way she has behaved, if she cannot respect hubbys wishes then she has already lost mine and even her granchildrens respect as they can see what shes doing and they are upset too,
i need to find some strength from somewhere pdq, just not sure where !!!!!!
